Dont talk to me we'll get along just fine

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-19T22:34:00

2004-09-20T02:35:40Z

i made a new journal so i think you all should add me

plastic_pistol_

yay!

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-19T22:32:00

2004-09-20T02:34:56Z

i made a new journal so i think you all should add me

<lj user="plastic_pistol_></b> yay!

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-19T15:40:00

2004-09-19T21:14:15Z

im at my dads...i still have an ass load of homework to do...
i was suppose to read up to p 110 in fahrenheit 451 by tomarrow..and im on page 37....good one i know...but i hate reading and unless i like something im not going to read it! whatever...im suppose to write a script too..for a part in the book and then next weekend i have to do it...its going to suck. i cant wait untill i get to start doing video projects that i get to write and act out...well im writing and acting this out but...its from a book thats different. yepp...im starting to get really pissed about my computer not working..because im going to have to upload like 100 pictures haha....its going to take like 5 hours to upload that many...i mean it takes an hour to upload 30 does anyone know a fast uploading picture place? tomarrow is school...and im starting to dred it...which is bad because...well because i WAS liking school...but i just REALLY hate the 2 hour bus rides....i cant wait untill i can drive. i hope mallory comes back to g-star that would be cool...i mean IF her mom lets her....the day i was going to go talk to mr.boffice ...he comes into the classroom and goes....fill out these papers if you have a friend that wants to come to g-star because we are going to 1st have them shadow you...and i took one and filled it out! yay so mallory, you ARE coming to shadow me :D
well umm im tired and i have to finish my homework....yessssssssss
later<3

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang
He shot me down
Bang bang
I hit the ground
Bang bang
That awful sound
Bang bang
My baby shot me down

Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
Remember when we used to play

Bang bang
I shot you down
Bang bang
You hit the ground
Bang bang
That awful sound
Bang bang
I used to shoot you down

Music played and people sang
Just for me the church bells rang

Now he's gone I don't know why
And till this day sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie

Bang bang
He shot me down
Bang bang
I hit the ground
Bang bang
That awful sound
Bang bang
My baby shot me down

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-19T00:16:00

2004-09-19T04:18:43Z

i know i know...3rd post in a day...
yea uhh

new sn- sheheardbangbang

<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-18T22:48:00

2004-09-19T02:50:46Z

old school no doubt is love!!<3

no doubt-oi to the world

Haji was a punk just like any other boy
And he never had no trouble till he started up his Oi band
Safe in the garage or singing in the tub
Till Haji went too far and he plugged in at the pub

'Twas a cold Christmas eve when Trevor and the skins
Popped in for a pint and to nick a back of crisps
Trevor liked the music but not the Unity
He unwound Haji's turban and he knocked him to his knees

If God came down on Christmas Day
I know exactly what He'd say
He'd say "Oi to the punks and Oi to the skins-
But Oi to the world and everybody wins!"

Haji was a bloody mess, he ran out thru the crowd
he said "we'll meet again we are bloody but not unbowed"
Trevor called his bluff and told him where to meet
Christmas day on the roof down at 20 Oxford street

If God came down on Christmas Day
I know exactly what He'd say
He'd say "Oi to the punks and Oi to the skins-
But Oi to the world and everybody wins!"

On the roof with the nun chucks Trevor broke a lot of bones
But Haji had a sword like that guy in Indiana Jones

Police sirens wailing, a bloody dying man
Haji was alone and abandoned by his band
Trevor was there fading and still so full of hate
When the skins left him there and went down the fire escape
Oi! Oi!

But then Haji saw the north star shining more then ever
So he made a tourniquet from his turban saving Trevor
They repelled down the roof with the rest of the turban
and went back to the pub where they bought each other bourbon

If God came down on Christmas Day
I know exactly what He'd say
He'd say "Oi to the punks and Oi to the skins-
But Oi to the world and everybody wins!"
If God came down on Christmas Day
I know exactly what He'd say
He'd say "Oi to the punks and Oi to the skins-
But Oi to the world and everybody wins!"
Oi! Oi!

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-18T18:46:00

2004-09-18T23:02:17Z

so umm friday went to abacoa with leticia :D umm yea
kinda hung out with jon and rick at the end of our night...after they came out of there movie...time to time we would hang with bea...ya know....saw trevor too and ya know .....THINGS ummm then leticia slept over then we went to mallory's spectacular party...
i took some pictures....but the computer STILL doesnt work...i have like 100 and a half pictures to post....yea uhhh
CAROL hahaha HUNGARIANS ARE FUNNY!
oh oh i saw sam...who of which i havnt seen in like a year
and i saw britni...and jon and rick and jakki and mallory(geesh i have NO idea why she was there GOSH) and ...other ppl..some i knew some i didnt. dude jakki....i hate you your so fucking pretty ::cries::...UGH any way.....
tomarrow im going to be doing homework constently because my god i have alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
po-po-pu......WHAT?
HA oh god shes so funny i thought she was drunk....
leticia that is.

umm i have nothing else to say so uh
later<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-17T17:56:00

2004-09-17T21:57:47Z

all i really have time to write is....

R.I.P JOHNNY RAMONE

<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-14T18:19:00

2004-09-14T22:26:25Z

GOD I HATE LITTLE KIDS...

yea and when they come over your house while your not home ....go in your room...tear it apart mess up your guitar because they think its fun to turn things...
and you come home...your underwear and clothes is all over the place because they took everything out of the dresser....your guitar srings are like peices of loose wire...and you cant fix it because your sick and your ears are clogged and you cant hear the pitches.......someone help me...atleast tune my guitar...
LITTLE KIDS CAN SUCK MY WANG....and i barly even know them
ugh!

SIMONE YOU ARE EVERYTHING!
but your mostly 10:30 :D haha

Post a comment with your name and I'll tell you exactly what I think of you. No lies. Honest.
Then post this in your journal.

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-13T16:10:00

2004-09-13T20:13:42Z

i just got back from the dentist
i got sealant(sp?) on my teeth
and a filling.....

i got two shots of novocaine on the left upper front side of my mouth and i cant feel a thing.

thats prob the highlight of my day

<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-12T21:43:00

2004-09-13T02:43:06Z

hey...i would have to say for having such a lame ass week i had a pretty good weekend

friday-did nothing all day then at night went to abacoa with mallory then we went to go talk to jon and rick...and yea jon got his ticket for a movie and rick forgot his license so couldnt get a ticket then they had to go get it ...and after they left we went walking some more then saw ash,greg,and trevor and they said they were going to eat so then they left and then we kinda walked for like 2 min. then went into costellos with them (ash greg trev and mal) then we walked around some more...FUN then things...ya know then mallory came home with me and she slept over
me-"i thought my cup said aladdin but it doesnt it says al-add-in"
hahahahahahaha OH man
oh and we watched spice girls movie (BEST EVER)
"AND IM VICTORIA ,MALCOM"
"HELP"
ahhhhhhh haha
oh man ...with mallory GOOD TIMES!

Sat- i WAS suppose to go to walmart with jakki but i couldnt get online and i had no way to get in touch with her so....SRY JAKKI!! so then britt called us wen we woke up and she said she was going to the treasure coast mall and things.....and so we went with her...1st we went to taco bell then we went into the mall...i got a bunch of stuff...me and mallory got on the kiddy rides and took pictures...(the computer that uploads pictures still isnt working and i tried on this one and it didnt work) so yea pictures will be coming soon ....cross my heart! haha anyway so yea then after we came home from the mall we played uno and scrabble. yea then we went sleep at like 3...4?

at the mall i got-
4 nofx cds-
-liberal animation (1st cd)
*ribbed
*so long and thanks for all the shoes
*and ya know smart me got thier single thingy bottles to the ground which has two songs i know out of 4 on there (oh well)
*oh and mallory gave me her give em the boot III
*bloody mary pink eyeshadow (finally)
* a handcuff necklace,earings and pin

sunday-got up went to britts church...then me and mal went to mallorys...we made a show with the magnets...we watched the ants drink their poison...had some pasta chicken stuff...ya know then uhh we just sat around for awhile ...talked about how mallory wants to go back t g-star and i want her too...yea
uhhhh then ate some pizza then i left....went to my aunts house and now ....IM HERE writing in my lovely journal while jon perry is telling me how he might loose the lip ring for a job..."OH NO!" claudia thought to her self
sad story....really is.....

some ppl really make me mad
YA KNOW............JUST SOME PPL

ugh

any way............................
tomarrow i dont think im doing anything besides homework and maybe reading because i have to (because since when do i read on my own?) and i think we go back to school tuesday

OHH OHHH AND GUESS WHAT?
we dont have to make up these days because the whole state of fl. was in danger...so we get out at the same time...YESSSSSSS

"yussss" haha mallory!!

well umm now that im done telling you my life story haha

later....
<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-10T17:06:00

2004-09-10T21:07:49Z

im hungry

the end

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-09T15:04:00

2004-09-09T19:17:24Z

ok...
ivan is a cat.5 GREAT!
uhh...well tomarrow im most likly leaving
we are going to south carolina.....or new jersey..
hopfully NJ because i can go to my grandmas
haha yea but if this thing hits...my house is gone FOR SURE!
as selfish as this sounds i want the storm to turn and go south....WAY south....well if it hits...im prob not going to have school next week either..which is totaly going to SUCK because we are going to have to make it up. whatever. well i just really hope this doesnt hit. well...if we dont leave i might go to abacoa...but i just remembered that there is a curfew sooooo yea
well umm im going to go watch dont be a menace to south central while drinking your juice in the hood haha yea

oh yea one more thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA

i dont know you that well but HELL you still deserve that!
<3

Take the What's Your Song? quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-07T16:30:00

2004-09-07T20:50:32Z

IM ALIVE....
and my house is still here...
well i staied at my aunts house and i had the best time!
besides the fact i was sick the whole time...
but i had a good time...it was like a party for 5 days strait
omg...funniest thing...
after the storm we had no power so we all (12 ppl) went into the garage with the garage door open with a flash light...the flashlight tipped over and was shining on the house across the street...and it was one of those really bright flash lights then my aunt started making shadow puppets on in the light...and then that stated a whole big thing..and we would stand infront of the light and make like someone was being punched..and shadow puppets eating ppl...it was the greatest...yea i have a wacked family but atleast you'll know where i got it from...HAHA
yea i took a bunch of pictures but the computer i up load pictures on isnt working so...

well the only damage done was....a tree in my front yard is down (big tree) and there is about 3 trees down on the side of my house and they are being held up by the power lines...yea not good..sooo uhh
im pretty sure everyone i know is ok...exept i havnt heard from nicole...i sent her a text on umm...sunday? i think? and she never answered me...and she hasnt posted a journal entrie since ...her last one(i think?) which kind of worrys me but im sure she is alright!
so ...no school for the rest of the week...i mean hey thats good and all but we are going to have to make up a week and 2 days at the end of the year...which TOTALY sucks but hey whatever.
i woke up today a 12pm...and i thought is it was like 4am ...it was so dark in my room then i walked out of my room to use the bathroom and the sun light blinded me....yea

oh yea..and silly frances worried us all to bits
and for what...NOTHING.....fances was a wussy storm...cat.2
yea so it knocked down some trees....but come on we thought you were twice the size you turned out to be....

lets just hope ivan is as wussy as little mr.franny
well umm alright
BYE!
<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-09-02T09:47:00

2004-09-02T14:03:54Z

im scared....really scared

this hurricane is twice the size of charley and did you see what charley did? im really really scared this isnt even a joke anymore...im leaving today...i dont know where but we arnt staying here...i gathered all my valubles up....and im taking them...we are prob leaving this afternoon...which is smart on our part because everyone is going to be leaving today. all this morning all i have been doing is looking around my house to remember what everything looks like so if i come back and everything is gone i can remember...iv lived in this house for 10 years....and im scared everything my mom ever worked for is going to be ruined by mother nature. my brother said he wasnt going to leave with us and now im worried about him....i dont know what my dad is doing...god this is the scariest thing that has ever happend to me....
i did want to stay ...
so if my stuff went i went with it..
like a captin and his ship...but its not worth it
I AM NOT KIDDING WHEN I SAY...WHO EVER READS THIS...AFTER THE STORM PASSES YOU NEEEEEDS TO CALL ME!!! 596-5066 PLEASE!!!!!

i want to know everyone is ok.

if this thing damages our house...and i come back to nothing but a pile of wood..... i dont know what ill do...ill have no where to live.....

THIS SHOULDNT HAPPEN TO ANYONE!!!
WHY DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!

please stay as safe as you can

AND CALL ME!!

i love you all!!
<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-30T20:37:00

2004-08-31T00:38:52Z

i<3 you guys!!

marlett and alex

brody,molly,leticia (and that kiss was totaly random...they arnt going out?)

that reminds me of the 50's

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
PICTURES OF FRIDAY AND TODAY

<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-30T17:32:00

2004-08-30T21:42:17Z

MY GOD...
do yourselfs all a favor...
when your parents/step parents/gardians
are drunk....never really believe what they say
isnt that nice ...i found out this morning that
he was drunk and he was just being stupid......
i was wondering why my mom wasnt yelling.
jesus christ...why did i even go through all that
worry.... and ya know what just when i started thinking
that my step dad not being in our life anymore
might help us...and might even be better for us....
i find out he came rolling in at 3am....ugh....next time he says
hes leaving...im going to help him pack...
that son of a bitch...im not going to go through the
worry and pain again...no no not for him

once you play with claudias emotions...
is the LAST time you will play with them
when it comes to my emotions you have one shot....

later

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-29T20:55:00

2004-08-30T00:56:24Z

jesus christ....
it happend once...
why does this have to happen again?

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-29T11:16:00

2004-08-29T15:28:28Z

HOLLER....

psh
so i ended up going to gregs yesterday...
i got there and Jenny,Ash,Andy,Andy,Mike,Dan and Greg were there.
mike,dan,and greg practiced for a little then gregs mom came home and they had to stop but..they were good...so yea then we just sat and talked for a little then mike,dan,andy,andy,and jenny left....oh and trevor got there..some time? and then we listen played minopoly then ashley made some food....then we ate that..then we watched the preditor
then we went to abacoa walked around....got into a little tiff with greg but its all ok now :D then i took ashley home...then i came home..and that was my day...if was a very eventful day. i had ...fun!

note to self: stop being scared to be yourself

uh huh.....
DUDE!....ya know whats SO not fair....
jupiter and dwyer get to start school at 10:30 on wed. and i dont..
so im going to be waking up at 4:30 like every moring and my brother gets to fucking sleep in 5 hours later....UGH ...that bothers me so much...if your going to do it to one school...do it to all school...seriously.

no news on my aunt yet...i dont know how she is doing i hope shes doing ok.

i have to go to my dad's
later...

oh yea happy birthday trevor

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-28T11:18:00

2004-08-28T15:48:02Z

hey...
i just want to say thank you to everyone who cares :D

yesterday i went to abacoa...wtf is new?
and uhh i got there..and the 1st ppl i saw was ash and greg
uh huh..then letti and bea and...other ppl..
then we walked around for like..EVER...
yea i was mostly with alex and marlett
marlett is cool....shes jon perrys neighbor!
i saw him too.....uh huh i took some pictures of last night...they should be up soon...so yea
i think its the grosses/saddest thing when i see people who are like 14 who are smoking cigerettes.... ::barf::
god it makes me want to like...spit in there face
haha this girl bethanny was smoking last night..and she was making a face like "im fucking cool because i smoke ...look at me"
fuck you i think its gross GOD thats so sick!
and my brother smokes...nice huh?
and hes such an idiot...my great uncle just died a painful death from lung cancer.
PLEASE DONT SMOKE!!!

anyway..
today im suppose to go to gregs...but im begging to think thats not going to happen...he said he would call me when mike got there. he hasnt called yet...but its only 11:30 so whatever..and my mom went to get a pedicure..and shes suppose to take me but yea..she said if he calls before she gets home that my brother is to take me..and hes sleeping...mmmm..yea

well...i have a shit load of homework to do..and im suppose to clean my room because i can barly see my floor,my chairs and my desk....yea

i really do like g-star.....
no matter how much anyone makes fun of me for going there or for liking it...
i have a question...for all you ppl who are like
"omg g-star is fucking stupid is a gay school....ect"
would you like to give me a reason of WHY you think its stupid?
you havnt gone there...you dont know! so if anyone would like to give me a reason...PLEASE do...

i hate pms...haha
it makes you pissed at ppl for no reason...they could be like
hey...and you say to yourself SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ANNOYING BITCH
its horrible! and i hate the feeling of being pissed for no reason
because.. it just sucks

haha i know guys prob dont want to hear this but i was at my cousins and i was looking in the cabinte for a towle and this HUGE pad falls out...i was like wtf is this a god danm missle? jesus it was like...my cousin had a stash of weapons of mass distruction in her bath room. one of those could bomb all of flordia....crazy man....crazy

mr.sheikh my tv production teach is so great
he was like
"claudia...i can see it...your like the biggest drug adict" im like uhh? hes like "yea i could see you smoking the pot and shoting the heroine haha" and then i said something really stupid and he was like "claudia its puff puff pass.....not puff puff puff puff keep it for yourself"....its so funny...he seems to know alot about drugs.....but he was also a stand up comidian once so...haha hes so funny...then he started a paper ball fight in our class too...good times good times.

well im going to go...later
comment if you read this

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-26T18:01:00

2004-08-26T22:09:23Z

omg
i just found out my 2nd cousin has brain cancer
my mom said she would be ok but i dont beileve that.
yesterday my mom said that she didnt have cancer but the test came back again today and the results came back and said that she did
the second my mom said that i started crying. i cant believe this...
and her husban has been on anti-depressants and he also has a bad memory..and without my cousin (his wife) he forgets and god forbid he forgets...

if you do pray...
please pray for my cousin and her husband

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-25T19:38:00

2004-08-25T23:40:13Z

hey
heres my day...
morning-get up, get ready, drive to bus stop....
get on bus...get to school

1st block-quiz and notes science

2nd block-english talked about the novle we are reading "farhrenheit 451" yea...im suppose to read the 1st part (68 pages) by friday or tuesday?....PROBLEM...i dont read! and im slow at it...so im prob going to have to take more then an hour out of my day every day to read....UGH (wow creepy i turned around and my dog was standing there just stairing at me) yea but it seems like a pretty good book(what would i know HA) yea so...that

3rd block- the class i have everyday ACTING 1 yay...lucky me haha
so we talked about some stuff learned stage lingo. mr.bower(acting teach) told us a story...and i shall tell you
he was at some...jesus show? and it took place outside
and when jesus gets "stabed" in the stomach the guy who "stabed" jesus ACTUALLY stabed him and the guy who was playing jesus screamed "JESUS CHRIST!" and then the director freaked out and started push a bunch of buttons and pushed the "release doves" and "pyro technics" buttons at the same time...and he said there where flaming doves everywhere and said it was the worst smell ever.
hahahaha!!

then lunch...it was lunch

4th block-history...i made friends YAY !
im wearing my distillers shirt today and this kid was like oh you listen to the distillers? and im like yea and hes like thats cool and hes like im gunna call you the distiller and im like alright!
oh and theres this kid in there who tells everyone he doesnt listen to music and doesnt watch tv or anything ...because hes to poor and I KNOW HES LYING! because i mean he says he likes queen...and im like uhh?? and all this stuff...and hes trying so bad for us to feel bad for him its quite sad! but yea i call him Amish Mike (since he says he doesnt do alot)
and i began a song for him
"Amish Mike lies to me......he really does watch tv"
thats all...and thanks to simone...haha

well yea that was my day....
later
<3

EDIT: jane still doesnt know what a cannoli is (im never going to get over it haha)

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-24T21:34:00

2004-08-25T01:44:39Z

notes of my life

-me and jakki rock the same HOT ASS SHOES

-jane doesnt know what a cannoli is ....poor thing

-i should be sleeping

-my mom cut my hair yesterday

-i have hot ass shoes

-tomarrow is odd day :(

-fuck you

-jon perry knows this girl i know that goes to my school and is in my math class...

-some post man is grooving to all our love letters-...what its been stuck in my head ALL day

-im so confused and never have time to do anything for myself anymore...i dont even have time for music anymore..and that hurts the most.

-i wish i was in a band

-i think WAY to much

-iv got off to a bad start with school...not doing my work and stuff

later
<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-24T18:38:00

2004-08-24T23:02:23Z

I GOT MY SHOES TODAY.....
omfg they are HOT AS HELL!
EDIT: THE LINK TO THE SHOES... http://store.alloy.com/catalog/browse/productview.asp?PRODUCT_ID=20789&PARENT=106&PARENT=1009
yay they look better in "person"
school is going really good...i have many .....people i say hi to and talk to and stuff there so...IM MAKEING FRIENDS!
thou shall not be friendless!
haha

i miss alot of ppl!!
COME HANG OUT WITH ME I MISS YOU ALOT!

why did i tell you?
i feel like such an ass i know your happy and it made your day but im not compleatly sure about my emotions....and im afraid what i said is soon going to hurt you...i dont want that...i dont want to hurt you...your one of my best friends and im scared..i was scared to tell you and im scared now that i did tell you. in advanced im sorry ...if anything is to ever happen. you are the only one that knows..and the only one that is to know....

<3

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-23T19:59:00

2004-08-24T00:00:04Z

who was the last person you went out with?	uhhh.....
who was the last person you thought about?	trevor...because i was just talking to him...
have you ever had a broken heart?	no
have you ever been in love?	no
whens your birthday?	4-21-90
pink or black?	pink
bush or kerry?	kerry (i dont really like kerry but hes better then bush)
love or lust?	love
the last person you say "i love you" too?	my dog haha
last person you hugged?	leticia...i think?
last person you kissed?	uhhh no one
last person you were sad over?	lets not talk about that
the people you would do anything for?	Mallory,Britt,Ash,Greg,Trevor,Bea.......you :-D
ever lost a best friend?	yes only because they moved away (2)
ever wish you were someone else?	of course!
favorite song?	impossible to pick
person you miss most?	my grandma and grandpa
if you could see one person right now who would it be?	Fat Mike haha
what are you wearing?	pj shorts and pj shirt
last time you prayed?	oh lord i dont know?
last thing you prayed for?	for a sign
ever wish you could make someone be with you?	of course
last person to say sorry to you?	my mom
last person you talked to on the phone?	galila
last person to call you?	galila
last movie you saw?	kill bill <3333333333333333333333333333
last time you went shopping?	not to long ago.....i just dont remember when
last person to say they liked you when you didnt even know?	no one.....no one has ever liked me...or admitted they do/did
the happiest youve ever been?	when im with my firend...
someone you wish you could talk to more?	greg
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

black_dimondz @ 2004-08-21T21:33:00

2004-08-22T02:05:23Z

so yesterday i went to abacoa and when i got there molly,sarah,megan,and mike came up and said hi to me...and then i walked around for a while...i was meeting letti there ...so when i finally found her ...we walked around toward the end of the night me and letti hung out with lauren and we were sitting down and these ppl walked by us and this one guy goes hey mind if i sit with you? and we were like no and hes like cool...so he sits down and so does this other kid...a fucking guat and so there talking to us and i really wanted them to leave and hes like so how old are you guys? and lauren and letti go "14" and i didnt say anything because i was going to be like "uhh way to hung for you.." because they were 18 and so then before they left the guat goes mind if we get your numbers? and lauren was like "NO....no numbers!" and he was like well that was a waist of time...and walked away...ew any way...i saw alot of ppl a abacoa last night i really wanted to see ash,greg,trevor...and other ppl but i didnt whatever its cool ill see them later i miss them tho! i miss alot of ppl...i miss ash,greg,trevor,brit,benton,lindsay,taylor,kelly.....psh i could go on forever but im not going to...
so after abacoa i went to letti's and we watched tv then went to sleep woke up a 9:30...watched tv all day...my god i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored...i seriously have never been that bored...i mean it hurt i was so bored..and thats bad...so then frank picked me up...came home and got online haha tomarrow i think im going to a bike show with my dad (motorcycles....for those of you who dont use that thing in your head)
oh....the day letti and her mom get in to a fight and get pissed at each other is the day the world will end....letti and her mom have the BEST relationship...lucky letti she has a mom she can talk to....i have a mom who i cant talk about anything with...i cant even talk to her about my day at school with out her saying something that pisses me off. Natalie(lettis mom) said that the reason my mom is the way she is with me...is because she forgot how it was to be a teenager and ya know i think shes right.

ya know iv been getting this pain in the same stop on my head for a while now...and i think i hit my head on a sink faucet in that same place...should i be worried?

i miss chorus...as corny and stupid as that sounds...i miss singing every day...im sick because of it...im always looking for somthing to sing...i want to sing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i cant because there is no singing...anything at my school...i miss it so much...and its diff if im just singing anything at my house.
in some ways i miss middle school but in alot of other ways i dont....

why i miss it.
-My friends (most of who i have known since elementary)
-Some teachers
-knowing the whole school like the back of my hand
-the mornings in the court yard
-the events (dances,spirit week ect.)
-when it rained at school we would run around in it and go to class late and wet
-the short 20 min bus rides (compaired to 2 hour bus ride that i take now)

why i dont miss it
-the teeny-bobber drama
-the immaturity of everything(guys,7th and 6th graders,attitudes toward things...ect.)
-some teachers
-some people
-the whole atmosphire
-the "groups"
-the cop.... (rent-a-cop)
-the dress code
-gym.....

yea im really bored but i dont think i have anything else to say..so yea

later